Hhhhmmmmm, having the Winter Blues.....
Ever since we got back from our holiday a month ago,
it seems grey,
and everyone is flat
and just not happy.
And it just brings you down too.
I am just exhausted.
And feel like I haven't had a holiday at all.
And after long, long and draining weeks,
I value my weekend.
On my weekends,
I can see Spring coming....
and I feel calmer,
and motivated to feel like this,
even during the week,
not just on my weekend.
And as I sit
I have realised that dreams need to be chased.
After many years of trying and approaching my 'cut off' date,
I have taken on getting Acupuncture and drinking a terrible tea of herbs, to having one last ditch of adding to our teeny tiny family.
If not, it will let my body feel relaxed and get me through the greyness of the working week and then I can enjoy the small bursts of Spring.
And also maybe dabble in a course or two and see where it takes me career wise.....
things are a little inspiring.
So goodbye Winter Blues,
Springtime is the time for new beginnings.